everything means NOTHING,if i ain't got you.

*LIFE OFTEN IS MOTIVATED BY LOVE,WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE THAT,WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO LOOK FORWARD TO THEN?

dispicable!!today was dispicable.a total fucked up day.was controlling half the time,like how fun is tat?this is the first valentines day that has been a disaster.n i don like it!char came back today!!whee.den they headed off to town,i stayed in school for my own reasons but ended up following tat toot,juli,to town to get her airen's stuff.hah.i always make fun of everyone.anyway,thanks esp to ling n gerri,for the comforting at the locker,while it was raining.gerri was telling me stuff tat was so true but things tat i din necessarily[sp?]wanna hear..but wat to do?well cooled down during cheena lesson.den headed to house meeting.den went to the canteen to look for ppl.yepp den the day kinda slipped past.hurmms.well,mabs n joyceh left for jurong den i left for hme.it rained agn be4 i left school.guess the "skies" really couldnt take it..dunno how long the skies will take it.hah.well i don wanna talk abt tat any longer.accidently hit my twin at her hip today,SORRY!!!!im always saying sorry..hah.tried being quiet today.worked out quite well.hmmm.yeah.told joyceh tat maybe i shld trasfer schools was kidding la.but thinking abt it,life of certain ppl would get easier.haiz.i dunno.i dunno where im supposed to go frm here.the more i say i don care,the worse it hurts.so wat am i supposed to do?!sometimes,i jus wish the answer would drop frm the heavens.or rather tat i would leave n go to heaven.well,it doesnt work tat easy.sigh.things are going well in certain parts of the world,or s'pore i shall say.im so happy tat green day won an award for"blvd of broken dreams"!!!!!love the song!hmmm.the conclusion of my entry?i hated today!!!n NO ONE bothered to make it better.sigh.watever.tats all.i'm outtie.cheers.loves.happy valentine's day to those who actually had a good time.hah.
"ALL I HAVE LEFT ARE THE SILENT PRAYERS I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR YO[U]"

never will i see myself the same way again.-inked